Before I Forget … (Part 3)
One of the differences in this third week of singing was that we worked with more guests and did more singing in public. We also spent more time working with movement.
On Monday, our first guest — Mati — joined us to do movement work. I admit to feeling apprehensive about this. Before we arrived, Rhiannon asked us to think about how we experience our bodies in performance? Umm … okay?
(As you might have guessed, this is something I had never thought about. *wry grin* So I felt pretty sure that I was going to struggle with connecting my voice and my body.)
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But, as is usually the case during these weeks, things that might be challenging in other contexts or environments “just were.” A large part of it I’m sure is the trust the group built over the course of the year. After all, it is much easier to be vulnerable and to try new things when you’re not worried about your classmates judging you. (And I never was. *smile*)
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Once I let go of the idea that there was a way I was “supposed” to move, everything just kind of worked. Now, I am not saying that I turned into an expert, but I did find ways that the movement helped me find more in what I was singing.
A lot of the time as singers, we get kind of stuck (physically) in one place, in front of our microphone or in our little corner of the stage. Staying in one spot or position is a made-up rule – we can break the rules when it makes (musical/artistic) sense to do so. (I’m actually exploring these rules in the Fringe show in which I’m currently performing.)
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Mati really put us through our paces (I took a looonnnng bath that night *grin*) but it was interesting and enlightening to sing after doing so much movement with my body. For me, it really grounded my singing.
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On Thursday, we worked with Martine. A long-time friend and collaborator of Rhiannon’s, Martine is a dancer who has studied modern dance and improvisation, as well as singing. She brought movement “games” and exercises to the group designed to help us sense the the space that we were in and to notice who else and what else was happening in the space.
Martine challenged us to work to perceive what the audience might see in our movement. She also helped us to use larger and more kinds of movements (particularly important to me, since I don’t always feel comfortable moving. *smile*) I liked that she required that we work through the exercises “without drama,” meaning that even when we were felt we were making mistakes, we didn’t need to get upset, anxious or excited about them.
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With both Mati and Martine, getting to watch others and practice my own movement reinforced how powerful movement is. Even errant or unconscious movement. To the audience, movement communicates something.
I also find I am more and more curious about and connected to this idea of the voice as an organic instrument. The movement sessions were great chances to think about using my entire body to sing, not just my larynx and lungs.
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Both Mati and Martine joined us in our final performance. (I’m hoping to get video soon. *smile*)