My Own Show: Heap Cull Gather Sow
I began work on Heap Cull Gather Sow in May when I was awarded a fellowship with Pillsbury House + Theater through their program for emerging artists called Naked Stages.
Naked Stages is a 7-month fellowship that “provides performance artists with the time, resources, and mentorship needed to bring distinctive visions to life on stage.” In addition to regular feedback sessions, we’ve participated in workshops with local creators and nationally-renowned artists. (A special part of our fellowship was attending the first Theatrical Jazz Conference. ) We’ve also taken part in production meetings focused on the business side of art, from audience development to technical support, in efforts to assist us in developing a sustainable, artistic careers.
This year the Naked Stages cohort has four artists: hal sansone (Trans Man Gay Club Disco Fantasy), Skye Reddy (The Field of Three Horizons), Atim Opaka (This body is a gift: Messages from the Ancestors) and yours truly (Heap Cull Gather Sow). We will share our pieces in 6 shows across two weekends (Nov 14-16 and Nov 21-23, all at 7pm).
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Getting started
Much of my work since 2020 has been focused on or sourced from my own searching for ways to hold, digest, transmute, and siphon grief. As I began work on this show, I was concluding a year of work on an improvised vocal work, Giving Voice to Grief.
And with daily additions to the list of things hurting my heart via world events and social media, I realized that I have been improvising practices to help my head and my heart.
So when asked to bring “up to 5 minutes” of my “show” to prepare for our works in progress session, I started by revisiting a post I wrote here about making my “jar of broken pieces.” I outlined (and then abstracted) some of the steps of the ceremonial praxis I improvised while assembling the jar. That text became the prose I workshopped in our first session.
Then during our 3-day retreat (also in July), I did some staging and movement work with the “ceremony text” and began gathering (pun intended) bits of writing and ideas for songs/lyrics.
Of course, I knew I wanted to have songs/singing in my show so last month I moved my annual November improv project – 30 Days of Songtaneous Songs project – to September to help me find sonic seeds for my show. (I also figured I was gonna be a little too busy next month to post a song a day. 😉) Posting a song each day helped me create and collect a lot of ideas, including the frames of two gathering songs that have become scenes in Heap Cull Gather Sow.
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Working with a director
In spite of all those years I worked as the vocal coach for Northeast’s musical theater program, I actually don’t know a lot about making theater. Fortunately, Naked Stages provides funding for each artist to work with a director.
I have the privilege and pleasure of working with Dipankar Muhkerjee, as the director for my piece.
I first worked with Pangea World Theater and really began getting to know Dipankar and Meena (Pangea’s founders and artistic directors) in the summer of 2020 when I was part of The Burning Truth Project.
(It’s worth noting that I’d been hearing about Pangea for a number of years prior. Given all the time I spend improvising, I don’t know why I continue to be surprised at how consistently people and places arrive “right on time”?)
In fact, Dipankar deserves credit for planting the seed which resulted in my applying to the Naked Stages fellowship program in the first place. After a rehearsal or a gathering (I can’t quite recall), he said, “We should do something together? Maybe a show with your music?” This memory of this conversation surfaced when I saw the posting for the fellowship. So while I had no idea how I might create a theatrical work, I thought to myself “Dipankar thinks there’s a show there” so I applied.
I’ve spent some (okay, a lot?) of this fellowship feeling like I don’t know what I’m doing. I have to keep reminding myself that that’s the point. I also remind myself regularly that I actually know what I’m doing, even if I’m still figure out what I’m making.
So the Dipankar and I have been meeting regularly and the show is arriving in pieces, mostly through (surprise, surprise) improvisations.
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Lastly, I can’t help but notice the amount of tactile processes and crafted items that have been part of my evolving griefwork praxis – collages, gathering and interacting with broken things, mending/hand sewing, placemaking, etc. Less surprising is the fact that many of these practices – and items – are finding their way into my show.
See the show!
Heap Cull Gather Sow – November 15, 21 and 23rd – 7pm
Pillsbury House + Theatre
3501 Chicago Avenue South, Mpls
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